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January 2, 2025 at 6:15:59 AM
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I can't take this shit anymore, I can't sleep. I cant fucking sleep and I'm losing my shit. I'm pulling my hair out,I keep fucking twitching ,I hate having tics I hate it so much. I want someone to put me out of my misery,melatonin isn't working anymore and my body feels so fucking heavy.
Replied on: January 2, 2025 at 6:41:00 AM
It might be worth it to see a doctor and get stronger medications to help with your sleeping habits. Unfortunately there's not much that can be done about your Tourette Syndrome, which I'm sure you already know.
You can try other things like not being on a device for at least 30 minutes before you lay down, meditating, listening to calming music, white noise, etc. It's also worth considering that it could be stress related.
If you can't sleep for upwards of 3 days you will begin hallucinating, so you do need to get to a hospital if it gets that bad.
I wish you luck and I hope you can get some sleep, soon.
bo
January 2, 2025 at 2:46:27 AM
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hey dude late happy new year, and i do hope i can move on from my account soon maybe.. but its just because "give up" isnt in my vocabulary, i dont give up so easily
have a great day!
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January 1, 2025 at 12:58:22 AM
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idk.
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I miss who I was before. I miss being 6 years old. I don't wanna grow up,I don't feel like the age I am , I'm not even taken seriously so what's the point of being old? anyway, happy new year <3
Replied on: January 1, 2025 at 1:11:40 AM
I'm turning 19 soon and I completely understand how you feel. I feel like I never got past age 15. It does get easier and you do get used to it, it just takes a while, and you have to find people, good people to support you through it.
Being a kid is great, but once you have a taste of that freedom and the new responsibilities that come as you get older, you'll realize just how much it sucked having everyone make choices for you when you were younger.
Happy new year. I hope 2025 is your year, boss.
klownz
December 29, 2024 at 7:33:14 PM
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sleeping.
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🫵
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sure
I might start crashing out. Why is he appearing in my dreams. Ever since he had blocked me I see him in any dream I have. What fucking witchcraft shit did he do. I've never dreamt about ANYONE I liked. WHAT DOES THIS ALL MEAN? 
klownz
December 28, 2024 at 11:56:04 PM
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frowns.
I don't want him dead bc of one small thing. it's just everything he did to me and he keeps adding to his shitty-ness , it's just like...dude. you're already shitty why are you just being even more shitty, and what I mean by shitty is just..straight up just not ok for a parent to do/say. 
klownz
December 28, 2024 at 10:25:59 PM
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🫵
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maybe.
AGGH!H!H! AGGGRRSH!! I WANT MY DAD DEAD!!! I CANT EVEN LISTEN TO METAL MUSIC!! DIE!!! LEAVE ME ALONE !!! IM IN MY ROOM FOR A REASON, SO I CAN LISTEN TO WHATEVER SHIT I WANNNAA!! WAHHH!! WAA!!HH!H!H STOP BUGGING ME! 
Replied on: December 28, 2024 at 11:36:02 PM
You should use headphones/earbuds if you have them, wanting your dad dead over something like this is not healthy.
I can paypal you some money for earbuds if you want, but I don't have much.
klownz
December 28, 2024 at 7:33:32 PM
What's your coping mechanism?:
I need some
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🫵
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maybe.
I hate my dad so much . Why can't he just leave me alone? its always "finally you get up from that damn bed" or "going back to sleep already?" the only reason I stay in my damn room is because of YOU. always saying shit when I'm not , like please , LEAVE ME ALONE?!??!! 
Anonymous
December 28, 2024 at 6:35:04 PM
What's your favorite song for when you're upset?:
rhyme or reason - eminem. i love listening to eminem whenever im mad
Who are your trusted people?:
Scythe / Shelly, Dove, Kaw, Katie, ETC
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if you want to ^.^
I wish my friends wouldnt leave me, thirdhweeling them both as they do almost everything together whenever one is awake. whenever that one friend is asleep its just me and the other friend being awake. we both barely talk. today i think i accidentally made her mad when..i didnt do a thing.
Replied on: December 28, 2024 at 6:39:41 PM
You should see if you can make up with the friend that you upset, then you should bring up your feelings with your other friends and see if together you can work it out, instead of suffering alone feeling like you're being left out.
Just as well, you should try to get close with your other friend too, so that you have someone to hangout with when the others are asleep. Friend groups are complicated but manageable if you put in the same amount of time, effort and trust with everyone.
Hope this helps!
Anonymous
December 28, 2024 at 3:52:25 PM
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hey.. I rlly DONT want to be compared to u considering the fact ur a freak, you LITERALLY was dating someone because you felt bad for them...? yet I forvce people into relationships, so come on, don't be shy, who told you I "force" people into relationships.
Replied on: December 28, 2024 at 5:42:47 PM
1. I was never dating him. He took advantage of me during a psychotic breakdown and initiated a relationship with my "alter ego" or whatever alternate personality and mental state that I fall into when I get like that; which ended the second I was fine again.
2. STFU Koto. You literally know who you are and what you've done and so do many other people including people who are currently pretending to be your friend; because I told them. You've literally come in here venting about it before, the proof really is in the pudding, dude.
Also, at least what I did was out of care for the person and wanting them to be happy even if it meant I was suffering, I've literally never seen you do anything selflessly nor have you ever expressed that behavior to me. You're cruel, manipulative, a gaslighter, and you complain about literally everything that goes wrong, only to boast about what goes right in the faces of others when they try to have their positive, happy moment. You haven't changed one bit, so don't lie to yourself.
And leave me tf alone about that whole situation. He literally did all that in a manic state and has since backed down off of it and we're friends again now.
I say this without anger in my tone: It wasn't your circus nor your monkeys, so find something better to do than harass people who already have enough going on in their lives to focus on. By keeping this going, you're forcing a drama-based relationship with me, and I'm not really in the mood.
Block me and move on. Seriously. It's been a week.
Anonymous
December 28, 2024 at 7:49:51 AM
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same annon as before, but I can't get to you on discord. sorry.
Replied on: December 28, 2024 at 8:08:23 AM
It's trickyourtreat, or you can hit the back to website button.
Anonymous
December 28, 2024 at 7:41:10 AM
What's your coping mechanism?:
Sleeping and journaling
Who are your trusted people?:
idk anymore
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if yoy wanty
i got into an argueemnt w/my bf not 2 long ago and he was saying abt how i was so mad and all that other stuff and how when we first started dating I wasnt rude or mad at all and he said that like a few months ago i "started getting rude 2 him" and its just uggghhhh i feel bad but i dot wanna be rude 2 him and idk whats wrong with me and being rude and im not saying i wanna distance but i dnt wanna keep aking him feel hurt by being a jackass at all ,,,, idk i just feel like an asshole and i dont wanna hurt him at all by BEING an asshole 2 him i just dont know what 2 do
Replied on: December 28, 2024 at 8:07:25 AM
You might need to find a coping mechanism to keep your mood stable, or just take breaks when you realize your mood is beginning to worsen so you don't risk taking it out on others by mistake.
You should also be sure that what he's saying holds up and that he's not being sensitive (Not in a negative way, it happens, emotions get overwhelming)
Anonymous
December 28, 2024 at 6:03:41 AM
What's your favorite song for when you're upset?:
cant listen to music, my dad took it away
What's your coping mechanism?:
idk
Who are your trusted people?:
IRL friends
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up to you
I just want someone to not mess with our feelings, it's getting harder to trust ppl. we loved them, maybe too much. but I can't date a person who went back to their ex over me, I'm losing trust.
I also wanna say sorry to you, I miss being in your server but I can't face you again after leaving you. I just don't know what to believe anymore. I'm sorry, miss you dad..
Replied on: December 28, 2024 at 6:29:45 AM
Trust is something that's earned, not given. You give trust to those who deserve it, not those who ask for it. Remember this when forming any kind of relationships with others; it will save you a lot of heart break and emotional stress.
Just as well, I don't know which person you are, though I could guess based off of context clues, who left me, but I'm not upset, and would welcome you back if you can muster up the courage to contact me and talk about it. My discord is linked and.my DMs are open.
klownz
December 26, 2024 at 2:44:43 AM
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yew!!!
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YES :EVIL EMOJI:
Im really happy happy happy happy happy you're here,you so silly,you goober. you helped me grow from past mistakes and you've also grown from mistakes you've made and I'm proud of you for that. I love yew so much
you deserve to live a big fat happy life!!! - signed Richie Richie he lives in a ditchie 
Replied on: December 26, 2024 at 2:46:07 AM
*platonic forehead smooch*
Amigater
December 22, 2024 at 7:31:03 PM
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Hi so I wrote a vent in your website please check it out just scroll a bit and you will see a post by "Amigater". Thank you
Replied on: December 26, 2024 at 2:44:25 AM
Hello! My apologies, your previous post was during my hiatus so I never saw it.
I'm not sure what you want to hear from me, so I'll just tell you honestly that there isn't really much you can do here. You sent your friend request and it was rejected, it's better to take that loss and move on than to dwell on it and become obsessed.
I'm a person who's struggled with obsession in the past, and I can tell you now that it never ends well for anyone involved, especially if it's one-sided.
I'm sure you'll find someone else to give your attention to, and if you need a new art server to join my friend runs a really cool one you could join.
You'll be alright, really. He didn't want to keep contact, and that's on him, not you.
Anonymous
December 22, 2024 at 1:26:57 PM
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honestly i want to have discord so bad so i could join regiments and have fun and meet people that i made it hidden like 3 times my mom absolutely hates it but idk i just want to make discord and nobody will stop me i had like a bunch of old regis and used to be staff in a big regi but that all god lost because of my dumbass making discord without permission i'll only be allowed when im 18 and im like 13-15...
Replied on: December 22, 2024 at 5:40:41 PM
90% of regiments will fall apart within a few months, the communities really aren't great and people are beginning to hate them more and more in the pt community. Getting in trouble with your mom over something that wont even be around in the next few years is really not worth it. Prioritize your familial relationships first.
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