should I get my bracelet back? I feel like if hes not gonna appreciate my friendship then he shouldn't get something that symbolizes it.

I fucking hate this. I literally got blocked for no reason,all I said is goodnight and he blocks me. I thought he was my friend?? he literally wears the bracelet I gave all the time We even slept on call and he told my friend he would date me. why the hell would he just block me with not even saying something?? that's so weird.. and literally 1 day after my break started I gave him a PRESENT too. The hell did I do wrong??

It happended 5 years ago...the man of my life I just met him on a small art discord server which he was part of (I'll call him Juke). He was very funny and seems like a nice moderator plus he was my age so it was cool. I became interested in him as I joined the daily activities and contests in this server and in every vc, he shared a little bit of his life (some was very dark) Then I started to get really emotionnaly invested in Juke. I wanted to know EVERYTHING about him from just his interests to full blown details about his life though I didn't outright told him because it's weird as hell. We chatted a little bit (sometimes he would jokingly flirt) but I was too shy to send a friend request. But unfortunately, the server shut down and I've never got to see him. He refused my friend request I've given now and the only thing I think about is finding his contact information, his email address, his phone number, ANYTHING. It would be a blessing if I find a way to tell him how much he matter to me (i'm not gay though) Thanks for listening and feel free to send me advise!

hey its me again that one person whos ass got hacked and this is the only place where i can vent this so yeah its hard to move on from my hacked account, its been 28 days. my friend was able to get in through a passkey, she removed the hacker's recovery phone and email, she was about to change the password but then she got logged out im genuinely losing it anf so the hacker re-added their security info my card is still there, all of my game progresses and all, id let go of my account if i didnt spend so much on fucking mobile legends bang bang i miss my starwars skin thats all it just cost an arm and a leg. im so close to recovering my game account except i just need my account creation date (WHICH I NEED MY GOOGLE PLAY GAMES ACCOUNT, BUT I NO LONGER HAVE ACCESS TO IT), plus that hobo just tried to log into my tiktok account just now even though i changed it into an entirely different email, crazy ass i just want to timetravel back to november, before november 22. my life was PERFECT but darn it all it just had to happen, i lost my account on my favorite game..💔 (for now, at least) i deadass pray every night wishing, hoping, that i could get my account back i know this is just an online thing, you know.. not so important BUT ITSVERY IMPORTSNT TO ME. ive been playing for 7 years and this had to happen, and all the money i have spent ill never give up on my account, because id lose the will to live without it

im so mentally unwell rn. i started harming myself again and i dont hate it. my dad and mom are getting physical. im scared to call cps and suicide hotlines. my only coping mechanism is harming myself with anything harmful i can find.i find happiness in tv girl and dancing. its my only hope and my only friends bully me for it. i dont wanna be in this world, im trapped in a loop of abuse and bullying. im getting skinnier as the days pass, i eat less. if only i didnt exist, my parents life would be easier. i cant handle myself, i cant. it hurts. its bad. my life is bad. i hate school, i hate my friends, i only trust two of them, and my girlfriend is keeping me safe. my fucking best friend left me. im the fool, i confronted them. im a fool for making my ex bff quit tiktok. kill me, get me out of this world. i dont wanna be here. my bullies are posting mean things about me on snap stories with photos of me without my consent saying "sitting with the ugly kid again". i cant handle myself, first i get sexualized by my grandpa and my computer class teacher, next i get physically abused by my parents. what else is life gonna give me next. thanks for listening. i needed to get this out - mirrorful mirrors without souls .

i just read ur reply, thank you ^-^! thanks for giving me this information and stuff, i appreciate it. i already sent a text to my mom a few hours ago because i finally figured out how to confront her and explain to her what shes doing isnt ok. my friends and boyfriend are helping me out as we speak

hey, its x again, i just saw your reply, good news, ive got better!! playing roblox with my friend and totally being a idiot was EPIC!! genuinely, thank you for the support! ill keep up, see you - X

I'm close to calling cps because my stepdad has physically and verbally abused me before. he only verbally abuses me now, and stopped physically abusing me a few years ago but he still threatens to. i am currently 14 and I'm burnt out from my entire household. people say "things will get better!" when i pretty much tried everything. i do not care if itll "stress my mom out" when SHE is the one defending him, and saying stuff like "oh, he's just trying to help you and you shut him out so that hurts his feelings!" she also turns a blind eye to the abuse and to the things he has said to me and much more. Its 1am and im kinda tired since i have to go back to school tomorrow, even though im still burnt out like shit but my mom doesnt care. she only cares if SHES gonna get in trouble. i already spent more than a week off school but i still feel burnt out. I cant do this anymore and I'm so close to ending it all if things dont get better for me even with cps.

I just feel like my worth as a human is measured by my grades. my family isnt even that pressuring about it but I feel like if I get a bad grade my value as a human being shrinks and im so scared of getting bad grades i feel nauseous when my teachers pass out report cards and the only thing that can really make me feel happy is getting good grades and I do but i always strive for more even if it's impossible.

dawg I've made 2 vents in a row kinda but with the whole me being scared of my boyfriend leaving thing I also really wanna see him irl I wanna be held by him UGHGGHHHH I cant wait for him to come over rin March I jest wanna kiss him

hai just wanted 2 say i hope ur doing well. u help out alot of people just by running the vent book and ur a generally amazing person. ^_^ - BS

I really love my boyfriend, I'm scared of losing him honestly with how much I personally fuck up. i don't want us to break up or take breaks over arguments because I genuinely love him a lot and I don't like making him mad or upset and I feel like if we take a break he's gonna distance from me and we'll just break up in the end. the thought of mention of breaking up gen scares me I don't want him to leave me. I fuck up so much with what I say or do and I really don't mean stuff sometimes but then it leads to an argument and I hate it bc I don't like fighting with him over stupid things I really wanna talk to someone about what I can do but all I get is "just talk to him abt how u feel" when I've tried and nothing rlly helps I don't know man I just don't want him to leave me when I love him this much even if he doesn't plan on leaving me regardless I'm ust scared he will. I have terrible trust, abandonment, and attachment issues due to past "relationships" and I'm trying to not let that get in the way but its hard as hell to do so

I hate it when my body half-asses repressing my emotions that cause me distress. It'll work for like... 20 smthn minutes, an hour if im lucky, And if you're really pushing it, a day or two. Then it all just comes undone and I become a goddamn mess. Like god forbid my body or mind does anything normal. And if I dare show it in public people will look at me like im the stupidest little shit in existence who has like 3 IQ. Why cant my body just work properly. Its not that damn hard.