I assure you that the government did not put a tracking device in your shower. Not only do they have no reason to, but the chances of it falling out and into your ear are extremely low. If anything you might have tinnitus. Donald Trump is not 'after you' in any sense, he's an old man with better things to do than harass and attack random U.S. citizens for no reason. I don't think you're delusional, I think you're paranoid and overthinking little details, making them into bigger issues. Try to clean out your ears, not with a q-tip, and then put a little bit of hydrogen peroxide in there to help clean it out. You'll be fine, and if the buzzing continues and gets worse you should see a doctor to have your ears looked at.

Being fat is okay. If you do not like the way you look, then make a change. Do not starve yourself, and don't do it for someone else. Only do it for yourself, and your health. You are worth more than your appearance.

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If they were willing to suddenly abandon you without explanation then they weren't really your friends at all. If you can you should find out why they did this to you, but ultimately I think it best not to be friends with them, as these may become repeated behaviors if you do. If you need community for the time being, contact me and I can invite you to my server. My community is friendly and semi-active, so you're bound to make some new friends. Up to you of course, but the offer is there.

Be yourself, but be careful and smart about who you interact with online and irl. If you're worried about losing feelings for your partner ask for a small break and see how you fare on your own and if you still crave attention and affection from them and how much you miss them. It's okay to have trust issues or filter through friend groups, because when you find the right group you'll be able to stay easily. You should love yourself, because learning to love yourself will help you more than being love bombed by a bunch of different people. I hope you had a happy Halloween. Stay safe and be well.

What's happening is beyond your control and not your fault. You didn't provide much detail on why your mother is leaving, but I assume it's something legally related, or you're the other anon I responded to a while ago (yes I remember every message I reply to). Seeing as you did say again, implying you've been here before and presumably for the same thing, I can't say much more than I did before. You should try to find a support system, whether it be in real life or online to help comfort and guide you through this difficult time in your life, because really there's nothing you can do about it, and that sucks, but that's the harsh truth of reality. Not everything is in our control, and you'll have to cope with that in some way shape or form, but preferably in a healthy way. I'm always here if you need, but I truly urge you to find someone closer to you, as having someone you know and trust support you can be infinitely more helpful than a stranger giving you the best advice they can muster up in the moment with minimal context to your situation. You will be okay, so it's not worth acting on any harmful thoughts over this whole situation. It might not seem like it, but things will get better. You just have to learn to live a new way and adapt to the changes around you, because there will be more changes, and most of them will be out of your influence or control. Stay safe, stay strong. Because you are very strong, even if you don't think so.

I understand how that feels, and the first step to coping with those unwanted thoughts is accepting that it's not your fault you're having them. Then trying to find ways to drown it out. I have OCD and schizophrenia, and I find that music helps me best to distract from the thoughts, or finding something creative to put my energy into. You could try to find something to distract yourself or drown out the thoughts. Unfortunately in this modern age of technology, stuff like what happened to you is extremely common, and the best you can do is try to accept that it's a part of yourself, accept it, learn to control it the best you can, and hopefully seek out help to learn to deal with and recover from your affliction over time. It's a process, but really once you learn to cast out guilt and self blame you'll feel much better. It's okay, you're okay, and there's nothing wrong with you. It's not your fault.

Entirely understandable. However, I would like to correct one, really two things. One, you are not inadequate even in comparison with others you see as better than yourself. You have your talents, they have theirs, it's unfair to yourself to compare yourself to people who are different from yourself. Different lives with different experiences, thought processes, etc. You should be proud of who you are and what you've accomplished, and work toward other amazing things within your own field of interest and skill, and branch out as new interests arise. The second thing I would like to correct is the comment about not getting to go across the world or win awards, for the simple reason that those things are entirely possible in both scientific and artistic fields! You just have to put yourself out there, make the right connections and try your best to be best at what you do, which takes confidence and a lot of effort, but if you crave validation of any kind, it's necessary. Even in you reaching out here, it's still putting yourself out there, even if it's to a stranger on the internet that you'll likely never speak to again; and that's fine! A solid first step, if you ask me. I bet you're a talented writer, and that your scientific studies will one day help someone somewhere in the world, and that no matter what you're doing, you'll inspire others just by being yourself. Keep going! I believe in you and I'm sure many others do too

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Thank you, he has an orange counterpart; they're celestial deities.

Thanks for your concern, I'm doing alright for the most part now that I've started recovering from the issue and I should be good as new in a few more days. As for your advice, just be yourself! Try to read the room as much as possible and look out for who you can possibly be friends with, but mostly just be yourself and be unapologetic about who you are. Having confidence can really make or break your social appearance. I dress super punk/goth/grunge and in my last year of school in a new place I was looked at like a crazy person and got bullied a lot, but the second people realized I was too confident in myself to give a fuck, it stopped. Don't be afraid to speak your mind and stand up to others when they're doing something wrong. Stay on the good side of your teachers without being a teachers pet, and if all else fails, just focus on doing your school work and getting through the day. School is a unique experience for everyone, but you'll be your happiest if you be yourself. Also, don't be shy to join clubs if you have the spare time. My educational career got 10x more interesting when I joined theatre, so if there's a club for something you like and you can make time to attend regularly, go for it! On the bullying note, stand up for yourself and your friends, but don't throw hands. The school staff are there to help you, so tell them about any bullying you see, whether it's directed at you or not. Don't be scared to go to the school counselor to talk about pretty much anything school-related so long as you have an end goal in mind. I hope any or all of this helps you! I don't know what grade you're in or where you're from, but this advice mostly helped me through american highschool. Stay safe and stay proud of who you are!! <3